xannies for days

the weight on my chest is heavy

but i’ve finally learned to let go.

a sigh of relief,

we will cross paths again when it is time.

bandanas give a new vibe

hi it’s me, ya boi

in a different world you and i are both complete,

we come together and there’s a spark.

there is no one else, just you and me

we help each other continuously grow,

and support one another throughout our lives

i am by your side at your worst moments,

i am there to celebrate the good ones

you help me become a better person,

and i work on myself continuously to one day be worthy of your love

in a different world, we meet at the right time.

being alive? yeah, no that’s not for me homie

4 day sobriety turns to 0 real quick

i love you

there are so many ways i could say i love you,

the way our hands fit perfectly together makes me feel like we belong.

i hear your voice everywhere, even in my head,

it keeps me company when i’m lonely and when you’re not here,

when i’m not with you i feel like a piece of me is missing.

when i’m with you though there is a sudden overwhelming feeling of harmony and everything clicks and makes sense.

you and me, we make sense.

you can’t tell me otherwise.

we understand each other on a different wavelength,

we connect like two lost puzzle pieces,

our souls have met before in another life, i’m sure of it.

our souls have loved one another before, maybe not always perfectly and the right way

but they have tried

and i will love you again and again,

endlessly until i get it right

me: *finally has a stable mood*

*minor inconvenience happens*

me: ok drug time

5 2mg yellow school bus xanax and 4 8mg hydromorphones